Well I had my first session. I was feeling rather hungover from drinking last night, and when I'm in that state all of my anxiety about what I should or should not say is gone. So I was very, very honest and straight forward about my issues. I don't think I've ever been that honest when talking to a therapist.

And as far as I can tell, the therapist I picked is a perfect match. He specifically studied college age adults in school and is interested in how the college years develop mental health issues in adults, as it is not until 21 years old that the brain is fully developed. I'm so relieved he seems like such a good fit. On top of that I told him right away about my self injury, and he told me self injury is a stress reliever, something we do to let go of something. I was so happy he realized this. I have been to therapists before who would instantly jump to "are you trying to kill yourself" conclusion. It was so frustrating.

I have another appointment next Monday. I'm so glad I found this place! They even have flexible payment, sessions are only $35 and you don't have to pay it all at once if you cannot afford it. This is sooooo great!