(((((Kiya))))) The group sounds like it is giving you an immense amount of clarity. It is SO HARD to be clear. But when I read your post I thought, wow, she is MOVING!

Personally, I found graduating to be a HUGE transition in life. And even if you didnt have all the other stuff you are working on its enough to send anybody into a tailspin. I am SO very very proud of you for persevering, getting your Masters Degree, taking care of yourself and doing this very difficult work in intensive therapy. Just being there is a leap in progress toward healing your life.

I hope your graduation stuff went well, uh, with dear 'ol mom. And you have the perfect place to work it out when you get back!
Hugs and hugs and hugs and hugs and hugs and hugs (I didnt think the hugging balls could express my hugs well enough....)