Yes, it is.
But the thought has occurred to me that since I've been down for quite some time now, I'm uncomfortable with being up again... because then I'm bound to crash violently again and it's always a disappointment.
I'm kind of starting to think that I'm in a mode that I've just settled and find it comfortable in an incredibly miserable way, but that I won't have to worry about being disappointed when I crash again if I've been really happy.
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