Charlotte, you're not in the wrong place. There are people here of all ages. You can relax.

Is there someone at school you can talk to about how you feel, like a school counselor or the nurse? Maybe a teacher you like and trust. You need help, Sweetie, if for nothing else but to sort out your feelings and why you've been having them.

Glad that you came here and were brave enough to post. Sometimes it takes a lot of courage and you sure have that!

Keep posting and before you know it, you'll have more caring, support and advice than you know what to do with.

{{{{{{{{{{{{Charlotte}}}}}}}}}}}}}}