((((((((Silver))))))))))

Still feeling really stupid and having no car. Someone offered to let me borrow a car, and that scares me. I'm not sure I should be driving.

Someone asked me if I was scared, andI don't remember being scared. I don't think I was there at the time of the accident. Just mad at myself and upset about the stuff that got to me in the first place and frustrated that I was so stupid.

An officer drove me home. I had thought about walking to the ER, which was not far from where I crashed, but didn't need an ambulance bill so wouldn't let them take me. If the officer had offerred to drop me off at the ER I would have said ok. But he offerred a ride home instead. And after I was home I looked in the mirror and saw how bad it was, and I wasn't sure it would heal by itself, and I also hadn't had a tetanus shot in 20 years. Husband kept playing his game on the computer for an hour and a half before deciding to call someone after midnight and ask them to take me to the ER. I couldn't ask anyone for help. I didn't deserve any help.

Thanks for the hugs. Thanks, myself, for your reply also.