The first thing I would do is try to calm down a little....maybe with the help of your hubbie.....The Xanax will help for a while but you have to come to gripps sooner than later.....I'm not a Psych, but you should probably just go back to school Monday like nothing ever happened and deal with the problem then.....No one knows about the problem right?....So just go back and deal with it in a new light.....Good luck....and God bless....