You are not a failure!! The school failed you by hiring you for a position and then taking it away from you because of their mistake, not anything you did.

I know you are planning on trying for a baby...maybe not having the added stress of a new job will actually be helpful? Especially since you are going off meds; it might be good to be able to stay home when needed because of symptoms while off meds.

Please don't take more meds than prescribed...when I read your post yesterday I wasn't sure if you took 4 at once or 4 throughout the day, and I was very worried about you!! We care about you here and don't want anything to happen to you. Take good care of yourself!