Why can't I get these flashbacks and nightmares to stop? I have tried everything from medication, to emdr, to ECT. I am so exhausted and don't know what else I can do. I just want to give up, give in, and quit this fight! When I have these flashbacks and nightmares it's like reliving all that disgusting stuff all over again. I can not only feel physically what's going on, I also see, hear, taste, and smell it. I can't keep this up!!! WHY CAN'T IT JUST STOP ALREADY?