I had a good day.
I hadn't heard from Mark so I text him "How you doing" and got back "Good, how are you?" I replied with "Good I guess. Glad you good, that's better than ok"
I didn't get any reply after that. The doubts have come flooding back.. I am thinking he has decided that he loves her and just hasn't got the guts to tell me what I need to hear.

All I want is an answer either way... I need to be able to move on (again!!). I suppose I gave him until the end of May to figure his s**t out and I stand by that but some indication would be nice as I am in total limbo today..(PMSing like crazy too..LOL that is probably what has brought this darkness on).

My little rant no need to reply to this one haha just needed to get it off my chest and out of my head xxooxx