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May 09, 2010, 09:45 AM
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Member Since: May 2010
Location: Netherlands
Posts: 45
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Originally Posted by musikcrazy
Well, in my earlier post I told you guys what's going on. I am stuck and don't know where to go from here. My pdoc wanted me to go to the hospital after taking so much Xanax at one time. I admit that I am somewhat suicidal because I am tired of taking so many steps forward and then BHAM! I am just feeling so paralyzed. I don't know what to do. I am supposed to see the pdoc Monday morning but I don't want to go. He'll just put me back on my meds ( I still have plenty of Xanax from past prescriptions). I am tried of fighting.
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I am so sorry it has thrown you in such a downwrds spiral! It really sucks...
If you do feel suicidal, please do go and see your pdoc. Can you take a (few) sick day(s)? Also, it might not be such a good idea to have too much Xanax available to you. Can your husband make sure you can't get to it, so you aren't tempted to take the whole lot?
I do understand that it makes you feel paralyzed and you are tired of fighting. That's why it is important to go see your pdoc to get all the help you need to get over this and stabilized again.
The most important thing for you now is to get well, so you can lok at life with different eyes.
Do take care of yourself!!!!!
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