I feel lost, don't know where to go from here...

1-Parents' moved
2-Major illness same year
3-Grad school
4- Abusive boyfriend

According to my therapist I hit some "max stress level" (PTSD - bec of bf) and went into "shut down" (depression)....beyond the range of normal stress. WAY BEYOND. The illness was one.

The Law and Order ordeal was the second. I am much worse off now than I was when I was physically ill. This is insane.