Greetings,

I'm looking for an advice on this.
For years now I've been unable to feel pretty much anything, only when there's extreme stimulus am I able to feel, be it love, anger, hate, joy, etc.
My guess is it's due to my mother's death which I, as a child, got over too easily (as said by other members of my family) - I suppose being alone in this and unable to share anything with anyone back then, I just ignored that emotion, and over time I've lost pretty much all ability to feel.

At this point in my life, it's extremely important for me to regain it, in any way possible. Indifference had its use but now I feel as if I'm losing so much of life. The world of thought has become inane and boring. I'm sick of it and would do anything to feel again, either bad or good, just SOMETHING.
Thank you.