{{{{{{{{Vette}}}}}}}}
I wish there was something I could do or say

to make things better for you. I do know that when you do come out of this you are going to be so much stronger than you ever were. You need to reach inside and tug on that strength that is hidden in there. Look at all that you have gone through your whole life. You are here right? Draw on that strength vette - I know you can do it.
Just another quick thought here too....some women - and I am stressing "some" - get pleasure out of seeing a man hurt, down and out. Do you think she is keeping this going because she is getting something out of it herself? It is giving her the control that obviously is enjoying or she would have moved on too. That is petty to me vette - I know a woman like that and it drives me batty. She gets enjoyment seeing her former bf in such pain. I don't know how people like that sleep at night.
You are a great person vette - please draw on that strength you have deep inside you. There is going to be a very lucky woman out there that is worthy of you. Keep working on you and soon you will find her.

Heather
"Life is the art of drawing without an eraser."
~~author unknown