So I have said for years that I am ok...but I know now that I am not. But I am not suicidal, manic, or anything, I am just really sad. My oldest is 8 and my youngest is 6, so I cannot really say its post baby. But I am not ok, I drink alot and if I don't drink I take sleeping pills so that I can go to bed and be ok in the morning to take everyone to school and be the good mom. I shouldn't be depressed, good kids, ok financially, my husband is an *** but I knew that before. I just am not ok...but I don't have really severe issues that I alway thought would be considered "depressed". I don't want to be a burden...im just really down...always. Is there any help or am I just being silly?