Hi Patty,

It's good that you get some enjoyment from teaching. That is a plus.

Maybe a spiritual (not necessarily religious) vacation would be helpful to you. For me...Spiritual vacation= an adventure in some region that makes you think of something larger than yourself and the world as you know it. Like hiking through a national park. It's quiet, peaceful, nature. Very peaceful to me, personally. It gives me a little hope and positive images to refer to whenever I need them.

Best wishes to you!