Rainbowz, wow, you have a lot going on in your life.

Don't be too hard on yourself about yelling at your dad--you were under a lot of stress.

And, you had to call the ambulance because you had no choice--it was a life threatening emergency.

Hitting somebody is abuse. If your father is hitting you then you are being abused. I hope that you realize that you deserve better treatment than that.

It sounds like everybody in your household is struggling right now and I know that can be really nerve-wrecking. Please try to remember to take care of yourself first. You can't help anybody else unless you take care of yourself.

I see you as being a strong person who loves your dad and other family. I hope you can work through all this.

Keep posting to let us know how you are doing.

Remember---yourself first.

Hang in there...