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Old May 10, 2010, 05:43 PM
MilkMunch MilkMunch is offline
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Originally Posted by lyrical_chula View Post
this has been a hard couple of weeks for me and i feel like all my trauma is coming back on me when i was 6 my brother came in my room and had sex with me but after that i feel like it was my fault i blame myself cus i never said no and i feel like this is the reason why i started cutting myself and throwing up and tried killing myself but recently i feel like all my emotions are piling back on and over taking me i am in therapy but i feel like i am not succeeding even though i just strated i feel like a failure i feel like everything that i have done in my life has been a huge fail even at home i feel like everything that i do just fails i fail and i know that i am not even worth the time or effort thats why i dont know if i should even be in therapy cus if i am a pointless person why should my T have to deal with me i dont know all my emotions are just taking over now i would rather feel numb than to feel anything i was numb these past few months but now i feel it and i want them to go away again i want them to leave
lyrical, I'm sorry things are so tough for you. I hope you will try to take good care of yourself during this time, even a little something for yourself each day. Everybody has the right to get therapy, including you!
Milk