Ok.. on the same wavelength now I think... yeah "society" "system of society" kinda the same to me. No wrong about it. I think your analogy was really, in one sense, very good! It made me think.

LOL Someone once asked me if I could act normal ( I had told them I am eccentric)... and I gave my "pat" answer: I go to physical therapy 3x week and see a pain/stress mgmt psychologist 3x a week also... for nearly 19 years.. what's NORMAL about that???

You can always go into the support chat room here... and one on one if the other member agrees, talk about those things that you "can't" out in open. There are many members who are very helpful, and good at listening. It's real.. real feeling... and though a poor option, still is one.

Please take care of yourself!