Thanks Splitimage so glad to read this update. I dont know what it is like to have to be present and correct all the time to take the antabuse, I guess it is pretty much like having to submit yourself to sporadic drug tests, never being infomed when they are?

But I can see positive and good things in your post. I remember when I found my home group, it really felt like it was my 'home' and I cherish that feeling so more than any buzz I ever got from any drug.

And you say something that hits me so powerfully and that is

'' But I havent today and have no plans to drink today''

and that is a really powerful message to you yourself and to everybody else.

I am really pleased for you.

Paddy