Oh Bama, it happened, but you can get back again, really, you did it before, you will do it again. I remember you said you'll be moving out of there, try real hard to make that your mental mantra. Don't feel like you let everyone down, though I can relate, but don't be hard on yourself.
Dear one, I feel you can do this, it doesn't stop me from admiring all that you have done, I still admire you and feel you can get through this. Believe in yourself, as we believe in you.

Love,
DE

(((((((((((((( Bama )))))))))))))))))