Jam, I understood what you meant.
I hope you change your mind about the value of your life,though. I think you're selling yourself short. You can be that one kid's guide that makes an awesome difference in their lives.
You can be that person who smiles at someone in that special way on a special day and you brighten up their world because they've just been fired from work or a friend had just been really mean to them and you give them a renewed faith in their own lives.
Everyday you make a difference in this world only you don't realize it.
If you feel your life is valueless then the next time you go to the market- let the cashier know she/he's doing a great job or make a genuine compliment to somebody out of the blue-whether or not you know them. You'll realize what a difference you can make in other people's lives and then you'll realize how valuble your life is.
I hope what I write doesn't sound too strange. I've done it to people when I was feeling really bad and just seeing their faces light up made me lighten up.
We're here for each other. To make a difference in each other's lives. Hopefully, to make it better and a little easier for them. Try it and I think you'll feel differently.
((((((((((((Jam)))))))))))))))) Hang in there!