Well, I turned in my letter in leaving this weekend. I saw my therapist on Friday and I was ok then but then Friday night got worse. I turned my letter in Saturday night to which they did not get to it until Sunday. I also explained that I was in a bad place but the response I got was "what a dramatic mothers day greeting" this showed me that she only cared about how she felt. I could only send the first part of my letter Saturday night as it was just too much and hard for me so I sent the second part on Sunday night which explained why I was in such a bad place which was do to the treatment that I and other volunteers had received and also gave some suggestions in trying to get them to understand that if they would treat their volunteers with more respect then they wouldn't be so short handed all the time and that the members wouldn't feel so neglected. I was in such bad shape over the weekend that I had to make a contract with a friend of mine to which I always keep my word, so this is what kept me safe. I saw my therapist again today and she reminded me of some very important things that I knew but had forgotten do to depression blinding my every thought. I feel somewhat better but still feel a loss and my heart feels shattered to think that this woman doesn't even care enough for the volunteers to try and keep them around so that the members won't suffer. I am feeling better but at the same time feel numb and full of anxiety. The emotional abuse was uncalled for and harmful as there are others who still suffer at the hands of this woman. I really wish I could have stayed doing what I loved but your right there are other places for me to volunteer and offer my services to. I think I can still go back and visit but won't be sure or even what effects it may have on my emotional state if I go back to visit. I really do appreciate the support that you have all given me. I think that nobody should be treated with so much emotional abuse and I could never treat someone like that.