((((((((garden gal)))))))))

I'm sorry you had such a difficult childhood. It's understandable that your boyfriend's comments would upset you. Are you in treatment for your depression, specifically therapy? It might help to talk to a professional about it. It sounds like it was pretty traumatic.

I'm glad you're fighting back against the depression. I know how exhausting it can be but you can do it! Just take it one breath at a time, if you have to, and keep us posted on how you're doing. Welcome to PC.