Whoa, Pegus! I've just arrived, a newbie. Shortly after I got here you were embroiled in a discussion re people coming and going, and felt those that left couldn't sign back in, some people were getting hurt. It was a lively exchange. But in the end you asked, "does anyone else want to kick me:" To me, that felt painful. Not many could take that heavy a backlash, and not lick their wounds. I admired you as a leader; one who took chances and put the hard questions out there. Think of that post, think of the empathy you were feeling to venture out into PC. Were you battle-beat? Knock the wind out your sails? Battle weary? I'm thinking of myself when I ask...I couldn't take it. Wow! But you came back and I saw you smiling, sparring and working your big heart out, helping, as usual.

Please, rest, rest, rest then come back slowly. You have such zest, how could you not feel tired? Put PC in a visitor mode, you've been a leader, and an effective one! Help PC along in it's burgeoning growth. You are needed, you can pick a few to help, and bounce out-do your thing and bounce in again. See if you can get that "bounce" back and get the "trudge" out of the way! Do you hear me pleading, for me & others?--