i posted two short stories in the short stories thread about my real life memories, they have triggered me no end since then, culminating in me getting hit over the head with a metal bar last wednesday whilst i was away from the safety of me car buying a train ticket to go and visit my son next week in london.

apparently it was a random racial attack, i have no actual memory of the attack, only what the police have told me, which is not a lot, and i dont trust them anyway, differant story.

i "woke up" in hospital whilst being interveiwed by the doc he told me i had been to the police station, they had arrested and interviewed me and i had given a statement, i dont remember doing any of this and walked back to me car in a confused state, i have lost 17 hours, the last thing i remember is buying the ticket and the ticket is time stamp coded at 11 am.

my friend is letting me stay in his house until i go to london next week and couldnt even leave his house today to go to the police station to see if they had interviewed him on video or audio tape so that i could "see" how my alter acts, speaks, reacts to others around him, obviousley the police were concerned enough to send him to the hospital, but confronting what he said or did in the interview..... i dont know if it will trigger me again, and if it does will they section me/him this time?. these are very real concerns for me, has anyone else "seen" or had oportunity to "see" there alter/s on video tape at a later date and if so how did they react?. normally when i switch i dont remember anything so this is a first for me.