At work, triggered BAD, just looking through intakes, doing some data entry, and there it says on someone's chart that she was raped last year.

BAM.

A shock to my system; I saw that girl last week, did her OCD severity assessment, talked with her, DIDN'T KNOW! Wasn't told. Don't know why this is hitting me so hard.

Can't tell anyone what is happening but everything feels far away and there's a whirring in my ears. I am writing but not sure, these fingers, this feels strange and.. fighting tears, get me out of here!! I just need support and can't explain to anyone but PC. I want to go home..