Hello, I have been diagnosed with a lot of thing in the past. At this point all I truly know is that something is wrong with me.

First it was learning disabled/show prepossessing/reading problems. Despite high IQ, what ever that means. Then I began have depression/ADD issues. Then I went to a psychologist, she said I had dyslexia. Many drugs and years later they figured it was not depression/ADD it was Bipolar. It was never really pin pointed to which type. 3 years later with a diagnosis of bipolar and ten thousand drugs later. I stopped taking meds. Again I met destuction. I maintained on low doses of Sarequel for a while with little help from doctors.
I think I have grown as a person in the past year but i still felt/feel like i'm stuck in a rut. Now I'm seeing a new psychiatrist and he think i may have Aspergers. I've read up and it seems right, and closer to my syntoms then anything else. But I'm not sure what to do about it and I feel vary frustrated with my life.

I'm 21 and I've lived probably my entire life feeling misunderstood. And half my life under the mercy of probably idiot doctors.

I've been a member of this site for a while but I haven't used it at all. I'm having a bad week or so. So tonight decided to try it again. I when on to see if anyone has a similar stories and feelings. I didn't mean for this to be so long. but i figured you might get it, having a diagnosis of bipolar and aspergers.

What's your story?