Sorry you are feeling this way Blue. Can you maybe do some writing/journal about the feelings you are having? You really express them well. Then maybe you can start with that material at your next session and not feel like you are rushed at the end just when you are getting to the deep stuff. I know it is hard to be stuck carrying around all that really heavy material all week (or weeks) until the next session. Maybe writing about it would help you feel like you are getting some of it out temporarily and lightening the load a bit when those quiet, end of the day times come. Hope you feel better soon.