I am a person who has had perfect dream recall through years of practice and keeping dream journals as part of my spiritual beliefs. I would normally awaken everyday and remember at least fragments of my dreams that I could piece together and interpret. But, ever since a recent illness, which also caused my bipolar and psychotic symptoms to get out of control, my dream recall is completely gone. Poof, vanish, does not exist! Where did it go? I have been better for almost 2 weeks now, and my dream recall has not come back, and the sleepless nights and startling wake-ups are getting worse. It's been going on for about 2 months now. And I have not had a medication change at all, just antibiotics.
Is this a part of psychosis I wasn't informed of and I'm just losing my mind?
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