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We are just overloaded by the pain of one of the babys. right now we are just sitting feling the emotion and body paiins that a child that young sould never had felt. we are at our safe place looking at the fire wondering when the pain will stop. She dose not feel as afeard as we did last night. I guess we are still crying over the lost of innocence and safety that we did not have as babies and the fact that even though our son acts as if he has no memoir of those that have hurt us he must have felt the same way for all that we tired to protect him. There was times that we failed until we were able to leave the area of those that h urt us. I guess this was another H*** night and day.
We are just going to sit by the fire and cry to let go of the things that we had no control of. with stuffies and hot tea. Is that okay ????? 
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson .gif "Boy Angel")
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