Justdon'tknow and Stove14, I curled up and took a nap. Slept on and off all day so far. It's the only way to calm her. Piled on blankets. Wish I were a polar bear and could like the coldness. It seems it was always so cold especially at night. My T says its what a family scapegoat gets. Too far away to be hurt now but they still do in my head. sorry but I cry sorry