Thank you Sanity

I love you, marjan, tatyana and all the others that have been there for me over the past 6 months.

I do want him to become single and then see where friendship can take us. I don't know if it will work out or not - and I HATE playing this waiting game... but I stick by my end of May deadline..
I haven't contacted him for two days... it's harder to do than ever before.

On a different note I am still seeing Richard.. well 'seeing' isn't really true.. I have had the two dates and we talk or message every day. I let him know that being 'clingy' and just letting me walk alove him wasn't a way to win my affections (bascially told him to grow a back bone) - it hasn't really worked but he's trying LOL
He knows about the Mark situation - I can't keep that a secret especially when Richard wants a relationship with me... So he knows where we stand for the moment.

I have my T appointment tonight... nervous to be honest - not sure what he will say about the whole Mark thing...

Take care girls - love you all heaps xxooxx