I think I got to spend more time on the site....I just don't feel for any of the guys in the site...and I'm lazy even to reply them back.....well...there is one guy that he sounds okay and we had short emails back and forth....but really nothing yet....

I had very heck tick day today....it looks like I'm getting worse to even keep my friends.....I hate myself for firing my friends....so sad!

I don't want even to talk about it.....not worth it....