hmmm... I've never really thought about it, but I wanted to reply just so you would know I was here and listening...
sometimes just knowing that someone is out there helps me.
I cut in 07 after traumatic episode and then after when i was in hosp i was refered to as suicidal ...But I wasnt/didnt. the cuts were for letting some pain out and to feel life, but those at hosp would not hear me...
it was a very confusing time and there is alot i dont remember from that time (b4,during and after the hosp). Alot of what I "know" are things that were told to me "you did this,you said that"it was about 5 months later(after i got out of hosp) that i was told i had been in traumatic shock...still havent figured that out since i was diagnosed with depression - It was like they completely ignored the fact that i had PTSD from when I was much younger...so very confusing
I hope knowing that someone is here helps...