@Lisa Michelle i never really told anyone the truth ever. I was always smart hiding it from people close to me. I was that girl who was always happy and had a smile on her face. Its just now, things are just overwhelming.I never ever had the greatest confidence. I always compared myself to people-i know its wrong-but i can never help it. I just start thinking to myself that could have been me and now its now. I always run away from my problems. Like right now, I am basically failing at school. I cannot seek eye to my teachers. I just feel so pathetic.