It got worse, I was fired for not being physically fit enough....

I have no clue what to do now. I have to go home where we were living in poverty before I left.

I don't know still if I can get SSI, but I might have to try, but still despite schizoaffective I probably don't meet the disability standards on meds, unless my muscle weakness counts as one (they tried to dx me as a kid with some sort of muscle problem, but couldn't figure it out).

What hurts so much is the job was finding bird nests and I was actually finding more than the other girl they hired. The problem was that I couldn't go to areas of the sites where they wanted me to, I was stuck at the easy areas and that was no good.