morning everyone i am at the pool earlier today im not going to give up my time alone at all.not the best sun but it will do for now.so thismorning the witch mother decided she needed to do laundry at 6:45 thismorning.it makes a huge amount of noisethe machine along with her walker that she needed to slam into the machine a million times as she is doing this.and slamming all kinds of stuff.clearly she wanted me up for god knows what reason.i was so angry with her.she didnt need to be doing laundry at this time she had all day exsept for her PT apt.so i get up but dont say a word to her i just cant .then she starts slamming around more.she even moved the kitchen table across the floormaking a huge racket.i went off at this asking her what was she doing and what was her problem?she stated she was moving the table so she could get bye.i said you have been getting gye it so didnt realize you were having an issue and she said in a hugely snotty tone .IT WAS DIFFICULT!so be it i just dont give a crap.the sound of that god forsaken walker scraping accross the floor is going to haunt my life forever.and her banging it into things.i can see this is her working up to a major tempertantrum or something i see the sighns.all i need to do is keep calm and just come to terms with how much i truely do hate her and that this will be over soon and never again.i am feeling like such a wimp and a child,because if she can do laundry and drag tables around the kitchen and slam stuff around to get my attention clearly i dont need to be here.i hate that i am such a whimp that i wont leave early.i just stay here to be her whiping post.sorry such a long post i really am ok just need to vent