I am in a knot. I feel like I am having a nightmare. I had my therapist call my grad school advisor today to speak with her about me, which was embarrasing because I am in school to BE a Therapist.

She was ok with everything but I have a professor who just sent me a nasty email because he gave me an extension for a summer course. I never got back to him with "progress" and he is upset.

I did not get back to him because I have been too busy trying to brush my teeth, shower, and eat. Yes, this is how bad it is.

So I then had to politely tell him (the prof w/ a PhD in counseling) that I am UNABLE TO FUNCTION. All of this is rotten for me and horrible for everything and everyone around me.

If he fails me I do not know what I am going to do. Yes, I was in class, but that was in between vomiting, running to the ER, being hospitalized, and finding out my ex is going to prison.