I'm wearing my soft fuzzy fleece sweatshirt...so feel free to cry on my shoulder! It is even appropriate...it has a picture of Eeyore and says "Don't Bother Me". Keep posting and venting here to get some of those negative feelings out; you don't deserve to be treated badly.
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."