Hi Far,
I really hear your T just using this situation as an opportunity to help you with this. I don't hear her being sick of you or trying to push you away. It really would be healthier for you to be able to trust that she will call if she wont be in rather than need so much reassurance. And, if you can work with this and not take it personally, I'm sure you will also feel so much better also! It sounds like she has reassured you and allowed a lot of other contact, so please trust her and let the process happen.