i guess i do.she has commented that she knows something is bothering me because im not the happy person i usually am.im telling you this time i am differnt i just cant hide my dislike of he at all.i do think she feels that.i dont want her to but i just cant help it i just cant pretend all this is ok.it isnt ok that she has no reguard for my life or what she is asking me to do.that she truely feels i owe this to her.i dont!i havnt been in her care sence i was about 14 or so she has done nothing for me.she may not be physically abusing me at this point in my life because she is unable to.exsept for maby throwing things,but that hasnt happened yet.she parades me around introducing me to everyone as her wonderfull doughter who has come to care for her.at one point my T called me a martyr for doing this as i watch the way this woman acts i wonder who is the real martyr.god its all poor me and see how well im doing.in therapy she is so well doing above and beyond what they ask.home unless she is trying to get my attention by dragging a table accross the room and slamming her walker around she cant even carry a glass to another room.all the time crying about how is she ever going to do thiswhen i go home and all how this time is going bye so fast.and how she is so worried about being ready for me to go home.and she is also begging her doc to fit in this other minor procedure (a biopsy)for before i go home so i will be able to care for her after that and listen to her moan and groan about that.i so wish i could have some sympothy for her i am really trying but it just isnt thare.im sure most of this stuff she is going through and feeling is real but i just cant care.i dont ever want to take care of her again i have no idea how to tell her this.