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Kiya · May 13, 2010, 05:46 PM

Thanks, SAWE. it was so important to me that T said that because all my other Ts and counsleors have tried to get me to forget the past, rewrite the past... one even wanted me to take that PTSD pill to erace the past. @_@ I was angry - I didn't want to undo something I didn't even understand -something PART of me; my history, the first 12 years of my life, the reasons for the creation of 7+ alters in my mind. And I thought that this T wanted that too - forgiveness, integration, move on... so to hear her say that (she, who also has a CSA background), was life-affirming. I could still keep my past - it just would no longer keep me. Yes, the future chapters will be different (thank all things holy!) but it will not be devoid of my early years and experiences.
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Originally Posted by sittingatwatersedge

Kiya I couldn't read all of it, although I know pretty much what it said. If no one has ever apologized to you for all of that happening, I sure willl

I was so bowled over to see this there. >> it won't have power over me any more << That's what i was thinking of when I thought, it can be changed in a way. The story can't change, but the later chapters & end of the story sure can change, and Kiya you are writing some beautiful chapters here.
Beautiful and brave Kiya.