I had a meeting today with my case manager and my prescriber. I have been feeling really good lately and she noticed that, which was great. But when I told her that I'm going to be starting trauma work with my T again next week, my PNP was very negative about it. She told me that it's not important to go back through that stuff and that I should just shut the book on it and start again from here. She said "some people just aren't strong enough to do that work."

It was just really discouraging and while I trust my T far, far more than I will ever trust this PNP, it does kind of shake my faith in the process to have a mental health professional tell me to basically get over it, and that I'm not strong enough to do it.