I had this stuff happen a lot when I first got abused, but it was specific to one person. I was terrified they were going to come find me and get me back for getting them fired. I didn't feel safe anywhere. I don't know why it stopped but it took around 3 years till it stopped...when I had convinced myself it was no big deal. I still have the feeling a lot but it is not as severe and only strikes at certain times...when I feel extremely vulnerable.
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God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
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