(((Blue)))

Just think of the depth you and I are reaching with our new Ts! We could never have done this work with our other ones. Never!!! That's why it feels so bad. We're actually WORKING ON IT and that is painful!! You are such a good person; it makes me sad to think that you feel so damaged. Stay with it, and the T will work. I know you're in good hands with ftt.

I also hate when I bring up something important at the end of the session and then it's time to stop. I used to do that all of the time, but it made me feel so, so terrible that I try to bring up the important stuff right away, though I don't always succeed. I hope you feel better soon.