I have been actively seeking psychiatric help after having 2 complete breakdowns (Bipolar 1, Depressive, severe with psychotic features, hi!) within 2 months of each other. I have been hospitalized against my will, forced to see a psychiatrist who is of no help, tried going to support groups only to feel rejected. And this is on top of the original traumas that caused the breakdowns, and all of the ongoing issues my family is putting me through everyday, plus constantly arguing with my partner. How much can one take before they crack under the pressure again? I still haven't worked out the original issues because I have no one I trust to talk to! So I have pretty much no help or support!!! No one in my area accepts my insurance anymore, so I am stuck with the psychiatrist I have. All I want is to get better. I'm starting to worry that it's not going to happen any time soon.
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