Thanks! Someone caught me with my boxer shorts in a wad and helped me out to see the situation for what it was. I feel peaceful now. Thanks for catching that. And again thanks for reading this. It is very healing to write this out. Believe it or not, 95% of my posts and responses are posted on a cell phone. That includes this thread. So my stop gaps are two fold...one being I run out of room and the second it gives both me and you a break to process this heavy stuff. So now I will break hear and share more below. CONTINUES BELOW