I feel like my DID is getting in the way of me having a better life - both financially and physically and I am lost as to what to do because all the regular things my T has suggested are not working this time around.

Example:

1.) I suffer from many different medical disorders that hinder me from having a fulfilling life out side the house... and yet when I go to the doctors office about my issues then it seems as though the majority of my problems disappear (well that is until I return home) then they resurface, therefore, my doctor does not always see what I am trying to explain to her and get help for.

2.) I am getting bored being at home all the time and right when I feel like I am doing well enough both emotionally and physically to start looking for a part time job it seems as though one of my alters takes over which leaves me with anxiety of being in public - around people, debilitating pain from my arthritis and severe fatigue that makes it almost imposable for me to remain awake for more than five hours at a time... how can I work (even part time) with all this going on?

Does any one else have this kind of issues due to their DID? - if yes, how do you deal with it.