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Originally Posted by sugahorse
I'm currently on Epilim (Sodium valporate), but think I need to try any of the Lamotrigine options. I can't believe she thinks I'm a difficult case, as we've only just started to work together (I've only started seeing her about 2 months ago, have only had 2 appointments with her, and a few telephone calls)
Right now, if she wants to encourage me to stay in hospital, I will say no, as I feel like I'm coping - TODAY that is. but the next time I feel depressed, who knows?
I spoke to her yesterday and I think she got an idea of how depressed I am today. The fact that I feel ok today mustn't confuse her...
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She definitely hasn't worked with you long enough to say you're a difficult case! And you've mentioned the low dosages...maybe you might consider seeing a different pdoc if this continues? You can't know if a medication is going to work if you aren't on a theraputic dose!
You might be feeling better today because you're relieved that you are going to get your meds changed? I know that happens to me...like with seeing this new T today; I've been all worked up and anxious for a couple of weeks, and then yesterday I felt fine all day. I think I was just relieved that it was finally going to happen.
Just make sure to explain every symptom you've had lately; it doesn't matter that you feel a bit better today, that's part of the illness. We have some good days but unfortunately the bad days outnumber them most of the time. If she does have you try Lamictal, remember to watch for a rash as they can sometimes be serious with this med. Many people have tolerated it well, especially if the dosages are started very small and are very slowly increased.
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