I have a really hard time being around anywhere that does not have any 'healthy' foods, like the picnics my mental-health housing has for their members...I don't go to them,it's 'people, places, things' for me..I went to an eating disorders program in Tulsa, Oklahoma last year...the best thing that's ever happened to me. I am now learning to love myself. It's hard with all the cruel people out in this world, saying nasty things about my size...but I consider the source(also the media still pushes THIN is in!)...If others think I'm ugly that's on them.